Ppl

Being at home makes me depressed and angry.dont know wats wrong with me.
However i love being with P at ma hse.feel so wonderfully free,refreshed,independant and seriously happy!The best pat is that i have regained my love for kids over the past few day after spending so much time with taneisha,i like kids as long as they they are not able to speak yet.After that it gets difficult because u have to explain everything..haha .bitch.

Went shopping with hui lin once again.i love that girl,she makes me feel so light hearted care-free and responsible,because shes so small i always feel the want/need to protect my darling.

Over this past holidays,i have realised that i have grown closer to some ppl and have gone apart from others.one person i've grown closer is hui lin.I have to admit smt,when i was still schooling in prcs,i was not really close to hui lin and i totally underastimated her and i now feel that i have judged her alot and judged wrongly that is.However i thank God that i had this chance to actually know her for who she is.

And my darling, had intended to say so much abt you,but the words arnt coming out..What i shall say is that during this past few months i have seen a whole differant side of u i have never seen be4 and never thot u were capable of.i have become attached to u and thank for not making my holidays not as boring as it was initially(during the time u were working).i love u honey!

For those i have grown apart from,i have nth to say,,maybe it was my fault maybe it was yours,no one's to be blames only fate knows wats install for us.But what i must say is this:when my school starts,ten i wont be the one asking to go anymore and wont be the one getting rejected,it'll be you,because i planned to be very busy.i'm not being revengeful but the truth is such.

On to other things,i'll be staying at P's hostel at clementi tml because of my camp on thur,it'll be easier for me.so i'll be missing from paris for the next few days.

i'm anxious for my camp,A says that he'll be there for anything,and P is just nearby and my darling has already given her support but i'm still anxious you know..it'll be my first camp alone.first camp this long.first camp where i know only myself.

God,
do help me.