STUFF

To those whom i've upsetted this past 2 weeks.i'm deeply sorry,but watever i sad and done was wat i felt was right.i've got little friends,yes its true coz choose to.i dun go ard making friends wif just anyone.i choose my friends very carefully,coz once you're my friend.i'll work hard for that friendship and try my best to make sure it lasts a while.and hope at the end of the day,it goes both ways.
so i really hope nth changes in our friendship and that after everything,our friendship will grow only stronger and not otherwise.

now,speacially to my best friend,Yvonne Gui Xiang Yun.
PLs my dear sista,dun think too much now,just concentrate on your exams for now.when is it ending btw?we'll clear watever shit we have between us then alrite?and how can u say you're back at the same place??!you've got me, as always!and i dun even have a bf!so u have me all to yourself!and sis,you noe my mouth,when i cant think straight and am totallly filled with anger i say harsh stuff..and abt the bf,i'm sorry honey,but i've never liked joker,and i'll never like jabian as well.i dunno why lah,your bfs and i just cannot get along! n i'd like to think its not becoz of me,coz huilin feel the same way too.rite lindo??!!hahaha.Neway no matter how much i bitch abt u or how much crap i say at times,i love you babe,we've been thru much.4 yrs rite?dun worry,i'll still be ard when jabian(or whoever) and u get married with lindo,we'll be at the backseat,bitching abt you guys!! hahahaha

Aft my last post,i couldnt stop thinking and was stil very lost.Many have tried to lighten my mood,and guys i realli appreciate it.It was only a day later when i went for a drink at coffeebean with my dearest sister,p.ten i felt much clearer.i noe wat i want now.and i look forward to it.i look forward to my future.Not so much the coming week,but my life aft poly.i noe wat i want and i cant wait to pursue it!dun ask me wat it is!it'll be a surprise for everyone when that day comes.just be happy for me now guys that i'm feeling much better.to the others who are still lost,all i'll say is that we're still young!! come on now! we're onli 17!! so dun be so hard on yourself,finish watever you're doing,so at the end of the day,you've got either your a levels cert or diploma to relie on.and if u dont like wat u have done,do smt else! tats wat everyone's doing now.

As for now,I'M YOUNG AND I JUST WANNA HAVE FUN!!

Oh and tml i was supose to go to MindCafe to meet up wif The Poly Mates and BB's friends,whom to be honest i really wanted to meet,aft hearing soooooooooo much abt!but just yest mum,so casually told me that we're going on a Harbour Cruise to kusoo island(the land of turtles),to celebrate my uncles' birthday(they're twins).i was frustrated at first coz she only told me yest!!and i had already told B that i'll be coming,but i guess he understands and now that its tml!! i'm excited! haha,ten again sorry B..hopefulli i'll be able to take some photos ten i'll post them here!!oh and aft that.i'll be going clubbing wif p,with her friends to celebrate another bday!i'm gald i'll be busy!loooovvveee such days!

now,i've to go choose wat to wear...SIAN!