can i just start of by saying that i do NOT love a.its not like that.
ok i'll make a promise to myself here alrite,if i dun get attached in poly at all and so doesnt he(has to count one year after his jc life also),i'll ask him if he ever liked me,only ten will be be able to decide wat to do.
neway today BB didnt come school and i was so bored,couldnt really concentrate(sorry BB) becoz the guy tat sat beside me couldnt stop yaking and yaking..i tried my best and even told him to shut up,but he didnt quite get it.so BB now u noe why i need to seat beside u! haha no lah,its my fault i need to have more will power!stronger will power!
ok theres this guy T in my class and his situation is somewhat similar to mine.
he's quite close to this girl whom he constantly messages and was frm the same secondary school as he was.so when i ask if he likes her he said yes but is afraid of commitment.then i start thinking is that wat a also thinks...then again we have never toked abt commitment or him being afraid of it or watever so cannot be.ten i ask if he knows if she likes him he says he thinks so.see similar to me rite!their abiguous relationship..i hate it.
then today,he asks me to follow him to the tennis court to check out the girls..i try not to judge and say too much since i hardly know this guy,but i'm thinking would a do such things as well..most prob.i've told P be4,its much easier for guys to find girls in the same institute coz u spent so much time together that the feeling just grow,thus i noe my promise above will never be accomplised coz i now a will find someone.after all guys are guys,they're too lazy to keep a relationship that needs alot of work.they rather go for something easier.
A 's sick today,and so i was messaging him,he has ever told me abt this girl phoebe,whom he knows likes him and the whole class is trying their best to fixed them up and thus makes my point above stronger that he'll get someone.so yeah i was mess him asking if he's all rite and all and suddenly he tells me that the phobe girl messaged him asking if he's alrite so i swollowed my jealousy and replied with this"so u happy lah,haha"haha my ass!! and his reply was no lah just surprised..i dunno wat to make out of that but yeah..i dun wat to assume..bt wtf did he have to tell me??i dun want to noe asshole!
neway h is sick,BB is sick,a is sick! i dun want to be sick!! its the worst feeling ever! PLs do get well ppl,and let me know if i can help.
Ps:hui lin,u noe i'll never choose him over u!!are u crazy! i love u honey and tats final and first!so always remember that and yes i have promised myself this along time ago,my family first,friends second,bf third,he will have to get along with them to get along with me,FULL STOP!
PPs: ppl i want to plan a malaysia trip this year,anywhere is malaysia,interested parties let me know,coz i want to start planning,and oh yes,anyone can comment now!
PPPs: i will make sure a is not in my next post.sorry ppl.i noe its annoying..
3 comments:
Hey babe , it doesnt matter to me if a appears every single line .
It's ur blog .Say what u like and feel like , dont restict yourself. If u do that what's the point of having a blog ?
Babe, i think you should ask guys about why did a tells you that the phoebe girl msg him. Try to understand what guys feel by asking guys themselves and u will maybe find the answer. It would be better then guessing .
I wanna go malaysia!!!!
COUNT ME IN =))
i wont be asking guys lah,but neway thanks hun,ok tats 2 ppl ready,counting a.
Me Me ME !!
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