The horrible week

Ive been sick for over 3 days.from monday till wednesday and still am alittle now.My bones ached so bad,even while seating in the car and going over a bump,i would cringed in pain..The doc told me not to take my med for fever today and if my fever still doesnt go dwn i'll have to go to the hos to get a blood test coz i may have dengy..but i feel alot better today.thanks everyone,for your well-wishers.and thanks BB for all your prayers.
i missed so much while i was sick,its was like as if i was in another world,all i did everyday slp and the onli times i woke up was when my phone vibrated beside me or when my mum woke me up to take my med,i hardly ate anything and i constantly felt like shit..
my sickness coulnt have come at a better time..

• my exam is next week and i will onli be able to attend one day of this so called revision week..
• yest was the Juggy D bhangra nite and is said to be one of the most happening ones the entire year and was what i have been waiting for so dam long and didnt get to go..FUCK!
• evon for one of the very rare occasions asked me out and the others too and i couldnt go..
• D,asked me for a movie and i couldnt even get out of bed..
• I,asked me to meet her at ma hse, cos she wanted to discuss smt important wif me..and of coz i didnt go..
• my cousin had like a tour in sp for one whole day and i wasnt in sch to see him..

It sucks alot that when i was alrite or when its now,that i'm alrite nth like this happen,why??!! why is it so sucking unfair....
nvm lah i cant change the past..leave for tml the future not for yesterday,the past..
oh well..
i feel i have grown,in the past when i didnt go school i'd feel like i missed alot of the happenings in class,or i'd be left behind,not with studies but among my friends.but now,i just dont care anymore.i dun care if i have friends anot,i dun care if i get left behind or not..becoz i noe there are two groups of ppl, that i dun have to put up a pretence with or have to fear that they'll leave me behind,one is my honeys and the other is family.and i'm extremely satisfied and blessed to have them with me.